Beautiful Disaster

The 3 D's just appeared in my life today. Depressed, Disappointed, Distressed.
All bcoz of the chi results that i JUST got back today... WEll, u might say that...it is actually not too bad a result...but actually..my expectations were higher..plus i've got God's Help. So i was really lookin' forward to seeing an A. BUT BUT BUT...it just wasn't for me. Instead...i got something lesser..somethin which is rather average coz almost everyone in my class had that mark. By now you shld have guess what is it right? Well, it's B- a B3.

I kinda expected to get that grade when my principal was addressing to the whole lvl on how BADLY done ( and i really mean BAD) the paper was...so...from that pt...it was like...OH man..the we-shld-know-what-to-expect- kind of attitude. Although i got a B3..i don't intend to retake. Well, i do have my reasons....

Firstly...my humanities do suck. SO i really got a LOT LOT more work to do....just to pull up my grades...

Secondly, i'm rather sick of doin' the same thing again...which is to study chinese...So...if you ppl wanna retake...then all the best to u guys!!!!!xD

Lastly...i've calculated an estimate point of how much i was able to get even if i count in chinese..and it won't really affect much. ( i.e. my other subjects MUST get an A1/2..or worst..B3) But i have lots of confidence for A/E math and Sci. So it shldn't b a prob after all.

OKay..after hearing my reasons...i guess you're kinda convinced? Or maybe not. Haha. Well, thanks all for those who'd gave me encouragements...don't worry..i didn't cry at all...just felt depressed even when i got home..but after that...i was okay alrdy....

THerefore..in conclusion...i hereby bid farewell to my blog for the next 2-3 mths as i will b concentrating on my studies..not using the com often (unless checkin' mail).. So i guess this is my last post of the day. FINAL. THere's no more time to waste. (: So..if you all have anythin' to sae to me..either talk to me on msn...( which i doubt i'll sign in frequently) or just msg me on my phone. ( haha...well, my phone no. is the same as sis' except for the last 4 no. which are 9488) Yup, so go figure out... xD

I guess that's all i have to say.. adieu everyone and study hard!!!! xD ( when the going gets tough, the tough gets going)

9:14 pm