Doing emath now...but i just don't have the heart to do it..really..after reading ur blog...the latest post which u made..it just pierced a needle through my heart..
Not saying that i wasn't at fault..but i just feel like now i'm sandwiched in between..like i'm the chesse and u both are the bread. I just can't tolerate this anymore. I don't wanna hurt either party and cause any misunderstanding whatsoever. Perhaps...perhaps if all this didn't happen we would b as close as ever...but it did...and now..it has pulled us apart...like like poles of a magnet repel each other. I seriously have no idea how and when we became like this..all this just happened too suddenly. How i wish all this had never happened.
NObody feels my frustration and burden. The hectic schedule and revision that i've to do is alrdy a Big problem. What more to say abt this matter. Although u might be ok with being like this, but then i noe that you're still not over it yet. So am I. Why isn't there any other way to salvage this? This has affected lots and lots of ppl..perhaps..all except one. I don't noe what's on her mind..but i can tell that she's totally ignorant about it...NOthing that i say would make her understand the situation now..
Okay...i guess i'm really talking too much about this. Anw, i'm soo EXCITED that i'm gonna watch NARNIA!!!! but on second thoughts, i really think that it's not really a gd idea...due to the comments that ppl had made..but i guess it's no harm watching it though. Change of plans- watching it on thurs instead after dinner @ central. Yup, so anticipating that day to come!!!! Yay!!
i shall just end here. Will update u guys with more stuff. As for now, i just wanna put all these unhappy thoughts away and start the day afresh. :D Nites!!!
11:44 pm
My Destiny
Name: Chelsea Pok Wan Leng aka Park Su Rin
Age:16 turning 17 on 16 OCt 2009
Class: 1S16!!!
CCA: Shooting Club (:
Wishlist
Get Promoted to J2
Know all my stuff well for every subj
GO TO HK n EUROPE FOR EOY HOLS!!!!
Someone would just buy me ice lemon tea to quench my thirst during lessons (:
No.1 Hot fav song of the wk- Nobody by Wondergirls
Nobody - 원더걸스(Wonder Girls)
